Fireflies

Hey guys Sora here I kinda want to talk about something.....I've started developing feelings for someone and the thing is I don't want to develop feelings for anyone....I mean I was in a relationship but due to lack of communication....I don't think I can withstand it anymore.....I've been patient but I guess I couldn't wait anymore, I don't want anyone hating me or anything I mean I love him but I guess it wasn't meant to be especially since he has gone through a hard time and I understand, but I've started developing feelings for someone else and I can't let that happen, I'm tired of getting hurt I mean....people have hurt me soo many times in the past. and I'm scared to develop feelings for anyone.....I just feel that it's wrong to feel like this, because I know they won't feel the same way, I thought I've given up on love and romance but the thing is.......I don't want to give up.....WHAT THE HELL IS WRONG WITH ME!!!!!!!